It's 2024 and I'm already out of control emotionally
2024 was seemingly off to a great start. I'm seeing a new guy, Jason Meisel, who Rabbi Dan set me up with. He's wealthy, cute, tall, smart, sarcastic, and isn't rushing into things while simultaneously showing steady interest in me. If I really want a boyfriend as badly as I say I do, this is the guy I've been waiting for. I'm also trying to level up my cooking game and gut health this year, shooting for 30 different plants per week and an increase in my fiber intake. I'm already at 17 plants (it's Monday), and I'm excited to be making a 16-bean cajun soup tomorrow that will put me well past 30. My constant pusuit of knowledge served me well as I stumbled upon a Diary of a CEO podcast episode about gut health, and now I see things through a permanently different lens. Plus, I'm trying to lose ~3-5 pounds to get me back to 110, as I gained a little bit of weight towards the end of this year. I couldn't believe the self-hatred and identity crisis t...