February 26th was a big day for me
Yeah yeah... I finally have a boyfriend and I can't believe I finally did it after it had been so long!!! I just wish I didn't feel so anxious. Jason is the guy every Jewish mother dreams of. 6'1. Handsome (I could confidently say he's an 8). Wealthy (extremely). Smart. Funny, good job, nice family, parents still together. But the thing that makes him different from the other guys I've tried to make things work with in the city is that he actually wants to date me. Or at least I think he does. That's my anxious attachment talking, or at least I think it is. Anyways, he actually wants to date me. He took me to the perfect restaurant on Valentine's Day, wrote me a card, got me flowers etc. And when he apologized to me Saturday night for not wanting to officially date me yet, he couldn't have said sweeter things to me. He loves my personality because he tells me so, and he doesn't just think I'm hot (although he thinks that too). He's a true gen...