I just saw a comedy show
About trauma, with Hannah Gilman who's a therapist, and it got me thinking about how everyone has issues and very few people know how to voice it, or even understand what's going on. Well, here's what's been going on with me: 1. I love Jason more than anyone in my life and think I'm going to marry him. I need to not keep avoiding trying to type that or say that our loud because for some reason it scares me. The same thing I have been wanting to achieve my whole life is starting to scare me because it's getting closer and closer and becoming real. Dog. Engagement. Marriage. House. Pregnant (what???). Raising kids (couldn't imagine). Perhaps, regardless of who was by my side, I'd be scared shitless of these milestones simply because they are irreversable life changes. I will say though, Jason is the first guy who has had me seriously envisioning these things. And with him, it's never looked clearer. He said once, coyly, "You know I'll make yo...